Do you ever have this feeling while being in love? That no matter what you do you will hurt the other part?
Just because this is the way you are?
Although everything seems just fine you can not help it and stop thinking about what all can go wrong?
The other reason for this tittle is one of my favourite songs from Incubus.
I will keep this post brief because I do not have anything important to say.
Just post some cool photos and video for Love Hurts :)
If you have any experience about what I was talking above - feel free to share ;)
I am really sorry about my inactivity. I am almost sure I am a bear and should be preparing for the hybernation during the winter - at least my brain is already turned off.
And another thing is that this weather makes me apathetic. So I do not feel like doing anything at all :D
(Sure there are more people out there like this! :D )
Still trying to complete my first cosmology post to make everyone more knowledgeable and I do hope it will be even interesting to read - at least it was interesting for me and I am the one responsible for the articles on my blog so ... Lets hope that somebody else will enjoy it as well.
On the other hand I am occuring a paradox - my brain is mostly off but then! It is thinking too much.
So, currently I am working on a hypothesis what people see when they are dying in a light of relativity :D
If all the time is right now the black tunnel with light at its end may have a logical reason.
Then I am thinking about ISON and all the conspiracy theory I´ve heard about it.
Not sure what is better: alliens ship or red dwarf?
Either way it is getting a little bit scary and hysteric.
So, yesterday I was looking at it all the time and thinking "How is it supposed to look when it should be brighter than the Moon when its full? Does that mean it will be even BIGGER than the Moon?"
Other thing that happens in my life is that no life happens at all.
I do miss my old friends - or maybe life that was connected to their company.
I do feel like I do not know what I want to do with my life - and I feel like I do not want to do anything about it.
Then I know I should do something because when i am bored it is just one step from becoming depressed.
Life is funny! :D
So you know when and where to look ;)
These are the days I am missing T___T
And something that should spark a small flame of faith in me - one of my firsts <3
Would be lovely to read some comment and know that those feeling are not unique nowadays :)
Have a lovely Sunday everyone and enjoy some oldschool music :)
Hello everyone! :)
First of all I would like to apologize - I am not really active, am I?
I would say that I had lots of things to do - but i am not a liar :D
Sometimes, I am in an "off-mood" and can not help myself to get back on track ...
Sometimes, everything is futile. (what a nice view on world around :D )
This post won´t be very long ...
One of my favourite bands realised a new CD which is ... not really ... bad.
After at least two CDs I could not listen to, the GazettE made Beautiful deformity.
I will not like that all songs are great ... But most of them are.
If you have a feeling that you need to buy any new music - buy it. (if you like rock, mostly ...)
Ok, I am gonna post some "taster" so you can decide if you like it or not :)
I am really sorry that I have to upload a cover but they are really careful nowadays - nothing can leak on youtube or stay there for long. Anyway, all credits go to guys from the GazettE and to lovely Mukki who did a cover. <3 (btw - I love this song ... I do not know why though)
I am really sorry - I would post more if i could find something worth posting ...
Funny, they look like they do not care at all ... about anything :D
(like this was not funny enough - I actually LOVE Uruha´s hat :D )
First of all I want to apologize that I was not very active.
Just too many things were happening at the same time and I am still fighting with them.
But do not worry, I am a strong person - and Nihilist from time to time, so I do not care :D
One of the things I love is flying - no matter if it is me in the airplane or a bird flying over me or just feeling a strong wind on the top of the hill.
I just love the feeling of freedom.
The title is suggesting something with dying, I know - do not take it too dramaticly :D
This post will mostly contain of photos from todays nice walk along the beach with some special flying features. I am not gonna say more - just want you to enjoy it.
And here is the song that is tightly connected to the title - actually, I have just copied it :D
It is a very special song for me and I really love it! <3
One of my most beloved songs from Luna Sea - Providence.
Of course when I first fell in love with this beauty I could not understand one word!
(well, not even the English ones, at least not properly)
But the music is magical and compelling and mystical <3
(And I love this era of j-rock/visual kei - and Sugizo is such a drama queen :D )
The other thing is that my weak spot is violins - they just sound too good to be truth!
And yesterday I saw some photo from the year 2011 ... When X had been in Berlin on the World tour.
It all came back ... X Japan are a good band, but my reasons why I was there were totally different ...
I wanted to see Sugizo playing the violin! :) (really stupid reason, I know - and I know lots of j-rock fans would like to kill me for being there and not even knowing all of the X Japan songs ... sorry guys :D )
So, here it comes - enjoy the spooky sounds! <3
(be prepared - long horror-like intro :) )
Big part of my life is music. And when I say big I mean immense!
Every once in a while I would like to share my taste with you.
Sometimes you might like it - sometimes you might not.
But I will always post what I find to be nice and original in its own way.
First, I do not know way, is Selfish love by Japanese musician Miyavi.
I really do not like this guy - there is something about him that makes me think he is arrogant. Probably the fact that he is but nevermind ...
Miyavi is a very skilled guitar player and his way is unique.
I do not adore his singing but it makes it even more specific.
So, lets cut this here and enjoy some nice music now :)
