Hello everyone!
This Thursday one (well, two I assume xD) of my dreams did come truth!
I have seen two of my most favourite bands - live and hopefully alive xD
(I love so many bands but them and System of a down where there from the "beginning")
After I have found out they are about to play in Liverpool I could not resist and had to go!
Even if that meant alone but lucky enough my very own boss friend went with me.
It was a gift - from me to me - for my birthday and I could not be happier!
Or could I?
Because I am being lazy now I will post just photos of pictures I made.
The technique is called encaustic - special kind of an iron plus special kind of a bee wax ;)
I do love it!
It is a relaxing thing to do and it looks brilliant! (if it works out :D)
So, here it comes! :)
If you see something special in the pictures just tell me in the comment section! ;)
Sometimes, there will be something hidden - sometimes it will be quite straight forward! xD
Lets begin with my most beloved that I´ve lost somewhere :(
As you could already register I quite like Japan.
With most of its features <3
From kimono thru katana to their lovely language.
I will not lie to you - it probably is not the easiest language to learn.
But it is worth it - and usefull if you want to pay a longer visit to this beautiful islands <3
First, what you should know before starting is their two alphabets.
They are called kana - first one is called hiragana second one is called katakana.
(i love hiragana because it looks so artistic :D and katakana is usually used to rewrite words from other languages - like from English or Czech)
Before I will begin this lesson, lets have a look at lovely hiragana and strictly geometric katakana :D
(although they seem completely different they have the same rules with voiced series (not sure if i translated this correctly but nevermind! :D ))
first, hiragana
secondly, katakana
(thanks goes to kidjapanese.com for a great charts! )
Hello, everyone!
I hope you are doing great!
For me it is the end of the weekend - and for most of you as well :)
Then it will be work and work again.
But now, today was the first day in this new year I was on the beach - again!
Luckily, it was not freezing as I did suspect!
It was quite warm and sunny <3
Overall, it was beautifully breath-taking!
I will try to publish a first lesson of japanese today, but I am not promising that I will do that :D
I will try to - but that does not mean it will work out.
But now, lets enjoy some nice photos of the sea! (can not wait to buy a proper camera and retake all the photos properly!)
Because I am about to die due to no money because I am saving it all for my BJD ...
I am quite creative right now! :D
And because he is going to like kimono(s) I made him another kimono(ish) looking piece!
It still needs lots of work but it is nonsense to do it before Raphael is here.
I am already afraid it will be too small for him but ... lets see :D
So this quick post will contain mainly low quality photos with main model Rapunzel xD
(yep, she is probably half as tall as Raphi but it is always nice to see it "on" )
First, here is some Bad-ass Rapunzel after the first top kimono(ish) was taken off. :3
It has been a whole week since I came back to England!
Many things happened - many did not.
From time to time it feels like it has been a century - but then there are times it feels like yesterday.
It is weird and hard to explain, but I am sure there are some people that can relate - somewhere, out there!
Tonights´ night is Sherlock´s night!
Just to begin with something more pleasant. (well, lets see what happens - maybe it won´t be pleasant - it won´t be pleasant for sure ... this is how they do it. Mister Moffat and Gatiss ... Still, we do love them - or at least I do :D)
So, before I write anything from boring stuff, just enjoy this short trailer for tonights´ Sherlock:
First of all I want to wish all the best in 2014!
May the force be with you! xD
I do hope you enjoyed holidays and survived without bigger problems or without killing anybody.
Not sure what you would like to achieve in the new year.
Usually, I am cynical when it comes to New Years resolutions.
But it might be better than giving up and do nothing about your life.
So, lets see what this year should be holding for me - and if you want to share, what it holds for you! ^__^
I am sorry that I am not really active nowadays - everything is finishing for Christmas and it is quite busy.
Have almost all the presents for the people from the UK and some of them took a lot of time to do.
Now, I have to do just one more drawing ... Which should not take long ... But I am so lazy so who knows :D
Another thing is that I never was in such a short relationship xD
(the only other explanation is that the person died - hopefully not xD )
Well, soon I shall see ...
Yesterday I´ve got a really scary virus (computer one ;) ) - I thought I will have to go to prison and stuff :D
It should be healed by now but they are very clever these ones ...
Seriously, hackers, go and bother someone with money and not me - YOU WILL NOT GET ANYTHING FROM ME! *you will not even see how I am having a heart-attack*
This kind of hackers must be just bored ... no other explanation needed :D
I am so sorry that I do not have more time now but I will just post some small things :3
Because I am quite happy how it turned out :P
present for one lovely young lady <3
(I do know there are lot of mistakes but whatever :) )
I love this detail! <3
detail of Monet for my mum <3
poor Monet - surely would not be proud but I could not help it :D
And this is all for now!
Have a lovely day and I will hope for the best and that my laptop is healed!
I am really sorry about my inactivity. I am almost sure I am a bear and should be preparing for the hybernation during the winter - at least my brain is already turned off.
And another thing is that this weather makes me apathetic. So I do not feel like doing anything at all :D
(Sure there are more people out there like this! :D )
Still trying to complete my first cosmology post to make everyone more knowledgeable and I do hope it will be even interesting to read - at least it was interesting for me and I am the one responsible for the articles on my blog so ... Lets hope that somebody else will enjoy it as well.
On the other hand I am occuring a paradox - my brain is mostly off but then! It is thinking too much.
So, currently I am working on a hypothesis what people see when they are dying in a light of relativity :D
If all the time is right now the black tunnel with light at its end may have a logical reason.
Then I am thinking about ISON and all the conspiracy theory I´ve heard about it.
Not sure what is better: alliens ship or red dwarf?
Either way it is getting a little bit scary and hysteric.
So, yesterday I was looking at it all the time and thinking "How is it supposed to look when it should be brighter than the Moon when its full? Does that mean it will be even BIGGER than the Moon?"
Other thing that happens in my life is that no life happens at all.
I do miss my old friends - or maybe life that was connected to their company.
I do feel like I do not know what I want to do with my life - and I feel like I do not want to do anything about it.
Then I know I should do something because when i am bored it is just one step from becoming depressed.
Life is funny! :D
So you know when and where to look ;)
These are the days I am missing T___T
And something that should spark a small flame of faith in me - one of my firsts <3
Would be lovely to read some comment and know that those feeling are not unique nowadays :)
Have a lovely Sunday everyone and enjoy some oldschool music :)
First of all, I would like to apologize for not writing anything for such a long period of time.
I was not really busy or anything, I was just lazy as usual.
That is why I have to say sorry and be ashamed of myself xD
Today, it will be mostly just about my problems and bla bla bla but I am sure that some of you will be able to relate their stories as well.
Almost everyone was in love - at least once in their lifetime.
Some of us all in love all the time - usually platonic.
There are always this beautiful platonic loves you are not even trying to work out just because you know they can not be real - for example "loving" an older japanese guy that is married?!
You can always look at them and admire, sometimes blush when you talk to them, but if you have something called conscience and brain you won´t try to kiss them :D (you do not want to make a fool of yourself after all, or do you?! )
But then there are times when it is too hard to prevent yourself from falling for someone.
And sometimes it can be too deep to get easily back on your feet.
Please, get out of my mind
sweet memories still remain
even after this time ...
You are in my dreams, every day
sweet reunion that always has
to end in bitter tears
even after this time ...
Please, let me forget that
once I belonged to somebody
let me forget that I loved
let me forget you
after this time ...
Loneliness is the only emotion
on my way to nowhere
Let me erase your smile
which hunts me every night
even after this time ...
Please, sweet nothingness
lets eat me alive, now
End my life, full of sorrow
End it after this time
For now and for ever ...
Ehm, just to let you know - this is something I wrote ages ago.
I still like it, it is full of hopeless emotions. But I would like to point out that I am not a weak person.
Just sometimes, when you feel blue, it is better to write it out and let it go.
So, although it might seem pretty depressed I just want to asure you I am not an emotionaly weak person.
It is just that sorrow makes you more creative :D
and then, when you´ve finished you feel happy and hyper again :)
I am a big fan of movies but quite a hard nut to satisfy. So other things I would like to write about are movies. Lets get this started now with the last one I saw recently. :) The story is based around this mundane girl Clary. (Mundane means something normal/typical for this world) She is nor really trubled, having a normal life of a teenager. Hanging around with her friends, rebelling against her mother, staying out late. Clary is a good artist - probably some genes she inherited from her mum - and her drawings are partly scary and like from fantasy world with all the magical creatures you have heard about when you were a kid. Then she starts to draw this weird sign (actually a rune) and everything turns over 360 degrees. Seeing this sign on one gothic/electro pub neon light she decides to take her friend Simon in and see for herself what this club is all about. Waiting for Simon to come back with drinks she witnesses how a group of three people kill one visitor. She screams but everyone is looking at her like she must be crazy because nobody can see what she does. OK, I must admit that it all sounds familiar. One person that can see things that noone else can. Of course they will try to contact her and find out where they did a mistake. It is cliche in many parts, but if you like fantasy it is a really good movie for you - if you close your eyes in parts that are "too romantic" and will forgive when the cast is a little bit dull. Still, it is not as dull as Twillight. The world is detailed and painted like a scary but still cool place to be. Clary who is played by Lily Collins is a really pretty girl and she will be wearing a sexy short skirt. It is not like the whole movie is just about that at all - but it is a nice plus to have beautiful actors in it. Jace is a badass demon hunter with a face of an angel. So, both genders have something to look at. :) I personally wanted to run away at some points when the story was totally predictable or when it was too sweet but I did not. The world - yep, I am gonna say it again - is amazing. The movie made me read their book version. The Mortal instruments - city of bones deserves 3 and a half stars from 5 :) It could be better but lets wait for the second movie.
Hello everyone :) I love starting over and over again - when you make a mistake and you get up on your feet again. So, this is not my first blog but I usually am pretty lazy to make it work as it should. Lets see how it will be with this one - want to change my attitude and work harder on it. Something about me - I am a total dreamer that tries to make things happen. Currently living in the United Kingdom of Great Britain - it is a really nice place, everyone - you should visit it at least once in a life time. I tried to make my dreams come true many times - always failed - but I am not giving up yet :) Art is the biggest passion for me in all of its forms - from paintings thru writing to nature around. Always finding something great and beautiful in everyone/everything. Japan is my dream country - can not say that I love it because I have never been there before. But from what I know I want to go there and see for myself, how the life is lived there. Hoping to win a millions cause who would like to work for Japanese people :D (too hardworking and mainly they do not like "white-people" so much in their work places ...) Still trying to learn Japanese because it is such a lovely language that you have to try it :) Right now I am in a phase when I do not know what to do next. What dream to pursue ... seriously when you love too much stuff you can not chose and you are just losing your precious time :) In this blog I will write about everything and am willing to answer some of your questions. Maybe not all of them - sometimes I can not know the answers :D So, this is the end for now :) See you soon, guys :3 PS: this is me :D
