Even after this time

Please, get out of my mind
sweet memories still remain
even after this time ...

You are in my dreams, every day
sweet reunion that always has
to end in bitter tears
even after this time ...

Please, let me forget that
once I belonged to somebody
let me forget that I loved
let me forget you
after this time ...

Loneliness is the only emotion
on my way to nowhere
Let me erase your smile
which hunts me every night
even after this time ...

Please, sweet nothingness
lets eat me alive, now
End my life, full of sorrow
End it after this time

For now and for ever ...

Ehm, just to let you know - this is something I wrote ages ago.
I still like it, it is full of hopeless emotions. But I would like to point out that I am not a weak person.
Just sometimes, when you feel blue, it is better to write it out and let it go.
So, although it might seem pretty depressed I just want to asure you I am not an emotionaly weak person.

It is just that sorrow makes you more creative :D
and then, when you´ve finished you feel happy and hyper again :)